Weireded out, is that a word?
Well that’s how it seemed, so absurd.
Do they go against everything, the thoughts in my head?
But if I give up now, I might as well be dead.
So on with the plan, a little closer each day.
Then I can be really and truly on my way.
Making decisions about what will stay and what goes
Trying not to step on anyone’s toes.
Days speed by and due date draws near.
Still I know I have to fight through the fear